~Monica - Angel Of Mine~

When I first saw you I already knew

There was something inside of you

Something I thought that I would never find

Angel of mine

I look at you, lookin' at me

Now I know why they say the best things are free

I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine

Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know

I'm different now, you helped me grow

You came into my life sent from above

When I lost all hope you showed me love

I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time

Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share

No one in this whole world can ever compare

Last night the way you moved is still on my mind

Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know

Deep inside I need to show

You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)

When I lost all hope, you showed me love (Boy you showed me love)

I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (Right on Time)

Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)

I never knew I could feel each moment

As if it were new,

Every breath that I take, the love that we make

I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)

When I first saw you I already knew

There was something inside of you

Something I thought that I would never find

Angel of Mine

You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)

When I lost all hope you showed me love (Boy You showed me love, uh huh)

I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (But boy your right on time)

Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)

How you changed my world you'll never know

I'm different now, you helped me grow

I look at you lookin' at me

Now I know why they say the best things are free

I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time

Angel of Mine

-Update-

OMG! It's been exactly 1 month and 2 weeks since I last update my blog.. I'm truly sorry as I've been extremely busy this past few weeks.. Anyway, I'll just recap what I did during the holidays after the finals were over..

Let's see, where should I start.. Oh yeah, after finals I went back home to Terengganu and spent a week there doing mostly nothing.. Most of the time I'm in KL doing errands.. Although I love KL, Terengganu will always be my 1st home.. (^_^)

Then, final exam results came out on 06/12.. Alhamdulillah everything was okay except for my Arabic V.. I failed and had to repeat it again.. No matter as long as I get to graduate on time.. What's past is past.. No use in reminiscing old stuff..

Next, from 08/12 till 14/12, which is 1 week, I was on holiday in Japan.. It was awesome! Japan was so beautiful! I visited some of the amazing places there and it was breathtaking.. Plus, I got the chance to play with the snow! (^_^)

Then, the semester break was over.. 2nd semester started on 13/12 but I came back 2 days late as I was still on vacation.. Missing 2 days of class was stressful as some of the classes have started.. Luckily I had my friends to help me.. (^_^)

And now is the 2nd week of the semester and everything's going smoothly.. But it still feels weird to me, I don't know why.. It's been nagging me this past few days.. I just hope I can adjust to it.. A lot of things has been going on since the semester started.. Some good, some bad, some boring, some shocking.. It's like too much for me to handle, and it's only the 2nd week.. Oh God, please give me strength to face them..

-Unrequited Love-

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

~Neil Gaiman~

-Where Is It??-

Has anyone seen my "study mood"?? I think I lost it.. Could you be so kind as to help me find it, pretty please??

-Song Quotes-

"Listen to your heart, when he's calling for you.. Listen to your heart, there's nothing else you can do.. I don't know where you're going and I don't know why, but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.."

"Every time I see you oh I try to hide away.. But when we meet it seems I can't let go.. Every time you leave the room I feel I'm fading like a flower.."

"It must have been love, but it's over now.. It must have been good, but I lost it somehow.. It must have been love, but it's over now.. From the moment we touched till the time had run out.."

"I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you.. Should've made my move when you looked in my eyes.. 'Cause by now I know that you'd feel the way that I do.. And I'd whisper these words as you'd lie here by my side.. I love you, please say you love me too.. These three words, they could change our lives forever.. And I promise you that we will always be together, till the end of time.."

"You're my sunshine after the rain.. You're the cure against my fear and my pain.. 'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around.. It's all because of you.."

-Sick-

Starting from today until further notice, I officially declare myself sick..

-__-"

-Exam Schedule-

Here's my final exam schedule for this semester:

30/10 - ENGL 4060: American Literature ~ 9AM ~ Banquet, CAC (300)

31/10 - ENGL 4055: Linguistics For Students Of Literature ~ 9AM ~ Banquet, CAC (241)

02/11 - LQ 2045: Intermediate Quranic For HS V ~ 3PM ~ Main Hall, CAC (255)

07/11 - ENGL 4620: Literary Criticism ~ 9AM ~ Foyer 3, CAC (37)

08/11 - ENGL 4820: World Literature In English ~ 3PM ~ Main Hall, CAC (512)

15/11 - ENGL 4010: Topics In Islamic Literature ~ 9AM ~ Main Hall, CAC (112)

Wish me luck!!

(^_^)

-Oh Arabic-

Dear Arabic.. Please don't be so hard on me tomorrow.. I really need to pass you so that I can graduate on time.. Please be extra nice to me, pretty please??

=(

-It's Been Awhile-

Oh God! It's been a long time since I last update my blog.. Seriously, I've been super duper busy.. Honest! Well, it's almost the end of the semester and the finals has already started.. I'm down with 2 papers, got another 4 more to go.. *sigh*

So far, my life's just neutral.. Nothing big going on.. Still the same ol' person I used to be for the past few years.. But I can't say the same about the things that's been going on around me.. Yeah, there's a few minor changes here and there but I ain't complaining.. Changes can be good sometimes, depends on the circumstances.. Not gonna tell you what they are, you just have to figure them out for yourselves.. Hehe..

Anyway, there's so much to tell yet so little time.. Maybe after the exams are over then only can I sit down properly and write or type, whatever! I'll try updating from time to time.. Cheerios!

(^_^)

-Untitled-

"We built it up to watch it fall, like we meant nothing at all.. I gave and gave the best of me, but couldn't give you what you need.. You walked away, you stole my life, just to find what you're looking for.. But no matter how I try, I can't hate you anymore.."

Selena Gomez - A Year Without Rain

Ooooooooooooooo x2

Verse 1:

Can you feel me when I think about you

With every breath I take

Every minute no matter what I do

My world is an empty place

It's like I've been wondering the desert

For a thousand days (ohhh...)

Don't know if it's a mirage but I always see your face baby

Chorus:

I'm missing you so much

Can't help it I'm in love

A day without you is like a year without rain

I need you by my side don't know how I'll survive

A day without you is like a year without rain (ohh x 2)

Verse 2:

The stars are burning I hear your voice in my mind

Can't you hear me calling

My heart is yearning like the ocean that's running dry

Catch me I'm falling

It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet

Won't you save me it's gonna be a monsoon

When you get back to me

Whoa baby

Chorus:

I'm missing you so much

Can't help it I'm in love

A day without you is like a year without rain

I need you by my side don't know how I'll survive

A day without you is like a year without rain (ohh x 2)

Bridge

So let this drought come to an end

And make this desert flower again

I'm so glad you found me, stick around me baby baby baby oooo

It's a world of wonder with you in my life

So hurry baby don't waste no more time

I need you here; I can't explain my fear without you,

It's like a year without rainnnn... ohhh

Chorus

I'm missing you so much

Can't help it I'm in love

A day without you is like a year without rain

I need you by my side don't know how I'll survive

A day without you is like a year without rain (ohh x 2)

Ooooooooooooooo x2

Music Video

-Men-

Most men are selfish, disrespectful, ignorant prick..

You can say what you want but it won't change my mind..

-Regret-

For the first time in my entire life, I regret knowing someone.. This person must be a real jerk, asshole, dumbass for me to hate him/her this much.. Hey you, don't be surprised if you're not in my friends' list anymore..

-My All Time Favourite Movie-

OMG!! I haven't seen this movie in ages!! The last time I saw this was when I was only 11 years old.. That's like 11 years ago!! Bloody hell unbelievable!!

It was my all time favourite movie when I was a kid.. The title is "Galaxy Quest" and it stars Tim Allen, Sigourney Weaver, Alan Rickman and also a few other well-known actors.. It's an action/adventure/comedy/sci-fi must-watch movie.. Seriously, they all look different.. More like good looking people, if you know what I mean.. *wink*

Anyway, it feels great to watch it again after all this time.. Damn, it really brings back memories.. I'm so happy, I feel like crying! Okay.. Before I get all sappy, if you wanna know more about this movie, you can click here or at the movie title I've just mentioned for further info.. Trust me, you won't regret watching this movie.. It's full of action and adventure as well as a whole lot of comedy.. Here are some pictures of the movie, courtesy of Google Image:

And here's a sneak preview of the movie or trailer.. Whatever! Enjoy watching.. (^_^)

-Things I'm Not Suppose To Have-

These are some of the thing I own.. And I have it all in my room, specifically my hostel room.. Hard to believe right?? A 21 year old girl owning something absolutely childish.. I know, it's simply immature.. I seriously need to grow up.. But what can I do?? I'm still a child at heart.. And no one can change that.. This is the real me and I'm very proud of who I am.. No doubt about it..

(^_^)

-A Different Kind Of Wedding-

Okay, so I wasn't alone at the wedding ceremony.. Three of my dear friends decided to join me last minute.. Like seriously, LAST MINUTE!! Hehe.. Anyway, I don't blame them.. As long as I wasn't alone, that was good enough for me..

So, we arrived there at about 1pm and at that time the couple has already united as husband and wife.. Meaning they already had their akad nikah.. We arrived just in time for the bersanding ceremony.. And let me tell you about the atmosphere of the wedding ceremony, it was totally different from any weddings I've been to as this is my first time attending an Indian Muslim wedding.. Definitely unique! In a good way, of course..

The food was okay as we had the normal nasi beriani and a few Indian dishes.. What's different is the "door gift".. They gave us Laddu or Laddoo.. It's an Indian sweets/dessert made out of flour and a variety of other ingredients formed into balls.. I was familiar with the sweets but not those three.. When they tried the sweets, they made funny faces that are just so adorable.. I had to hold myself from laughing.. You guys are so cute!! Hehe.. Anyway, you can click here to find out more about the sweets..

Finally, it was time to go back.. But before that, picture time! Hehe.. We couldn't pass up on an opportunity like this.. It's like once in a lifetime, who knows when we'll get the chance to attend another Indian Muslim wedding.. Anyway, I really had fun at the wedding.. It was an experience I'll never forget.. To the bride and groom, I pray that you'll live happily ever after together and may Allah bless you both always.. Good luck on your marriage life!

(^_^)

P/S: Here are a few pictures from the wedding.. Enjoy! (^_^)

-Wedding Invitation-

I got this wedding invitation from my dear friend, Ahmed Jubair.. And no, it's not his wedding.. It's his younger sister's.. The wedding's today (19/09/2010) and I don't have the heart to purposely miss it as he was really hoping for me and his buddies to come..

You might be wondering why would I wanna miss out on this happy occasion?? It's not that I don't like weddings, in fact I LOVE WEDDINGS!! It's a matter of 'who am I going with?' that's the problem.. Well, guess what?? I'm date-less!! And going to a wedding without some company really dampens the mood.. Trust me, I've been there countless times.. Argh, I really hate this feeling!! Can anyone accompany me just for a few hours, pretty please??

-Dinner-

This is what I ate for dinner last night.. Actually, this covers my breakfast and lunch too as I accidentally forgot to take brunch.. No kidding! It just slipped my mind.. Hehe, silly me!

As you might have guessed, the first picture is a set meal from Kenney Rogers.. An the second one is Tako Tao from Jusco.. Both are my favourite, especially the Tako Tao.. I seriously can't get enough of those cute balls..

Anyways, after eating all this, I feel bloated till now.. I don't know if I can stuff any food down my throat right now.. I feel like puking..

(O_o)

-I Wish-

I wanna ride this bus in Terengganu!! Can someone take me, pretty please??

As you can see, it's really unique as it is made out of wood with the characteristics of traditional old castle through the unique roof design and with the state's cultural identity introduced to the public.. It carries passengers to various tourism destinations around Kuala Terengganu..

Believe it or not, although I have lived in Terengganu all my life, I have never had the chance to visit most of the tourism locations in Terengganu.. Seriously, I'm not joking! I don't go out much during my childhood and teenage years.. Some say I was a bit naive, some say I'm an anti-social.. Anyway, now that I'm all grown up, I wanna go out and explore.. Before I go visiting other places, it's better I start at my own hometown.. Am I right or not??

-Happy Birthday, Syafiq-

Happy 25th birthday to my dearest friend, Syafiq Zakaria!!

Today is your special day, that day is your birthday.. So it's the perfect time to say, you are always thought of in a very special way.. Your birthday is a special day, a time to have new hopes and dreams.. And now I'd like to take the time to say, you are very special in every way.. So, I wish you a very special Happy Birthday!

(^_^)

-E7-

Holy crap!! Nokia just launched its latest product of business smartphones.. It's called the E7, from the E-Series .. It looks bloody awesome!! Can I have one, pretty please??

(^_^)

-R.I.P-

Just minutes after arriving at my hometown in Terengganu, something bad happened.. My beloved pet hamster, Lexus, died this evening around 6.20pm.. He was only 4 months old, just a baby.. May he rest in peace.. Oh God, I'm gonna miss him so damn much!!

(T_T)

-Raya Portrait-

As you might have guessed, this is my family portrait of this year's Hari Raya.. It was taken 3 days before Raya, as my Daddy had to go to work the following day.. This year, we decided to "Go Green".. Hehe.. Get it?? No?? Oh well..

Anyway, this year we decided to celebrate Hari Raya in KL as most of my Mommy's family are in KL.. And to be honest, my Mommy's family is HUGE.. We went to so many houses that I lost track.. We didn't even get to see all of them, just a few.. We only stayed in KL for 5 days and that's not enough.. Maybe next raya, we'll see..

This year, my duit raya has decreased.. Well, I am getting older.. That explains it all.. But I like getting duit raya.. It makes me feel like a kid again.. Hehe.. OMG!! Seriously, I really need to grow up.. I'm gonna be 22 in another 3 months for God's sake!! *sigh*

-Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri-

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin.. Mohon maaf atas semua kesalahanku, baik yang disengaja maupun yang tidak, yang besar maupun yang kecil, yang masih ingat maupun yang sudah lupa.. Tulus ikhlas daripada Muhammad Kumar Abdullah, Ruhaidah Mohd Amin, Katrina Muhammad Kumar, Karenina Muhammad Kumar dan Ritzqal Muhammad Kumar..

(^_^)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir and Batin to all.. May this prosperous occasion bring you abundant joy and happiness and may the blessings of Allah be with you always.. Sincerely from Muhammad Kumar Abdullah, Ruhaidah Mohd Amin, Katrina Muhammad Kumar, Karenina Muhammad Kumar dan Ritzqal Muhammad Kumar..

(^_^)

P/S: I made this myself using photos I randomly captured.. Cantik tak?? (^_^)

-Holidays & Raya-

The picture above has nothing to do about what I'm about to blog.. But I can't help myself.. Lexus looks so adorable!! He's getting chubbier by the day..

(^_^)

Anyway, I haven't been blogging lately due to unavoidable situations.. Meaning, I've been busy.. Last week was a very hectic week with last minute quizzes/midterms, assignments and presentations.. Alhamdulillah, I'm 50% done with all of them.. I got another 50% to be completed before my holiday ends..

By the way, I've already started my holiday last Friday! Hehe.. I've TWO WEEKS worth of holiday.. But those days won't be spent jollying around.. Oh no! I have to make time for my assignments.. I've got like 3 assignments, 3 presentations, 3 quizzes, and 2 midterms pending.. That's a lot!! I don't know how I'm gonna manage it all.. Not to mention the finals are just around the corner.. Scary as hell!!

Oh God! I hope my Raya mood won't be ruined.. A part of my Raya mood is already in the gutter as this year my beloved Daddy won't be around.. He's going to work tomorrow.. ='(

But I'm used to it.. He has done this before.. So this year will be just me, Mommy, Nina, Ritz, Kak Niyah and Grandma..

*sigh*

Okay, enough of the sappy stuff.. I'm just wishing everything goes well this year.. This year I'll be celebrating Raya in KL.. Hmm.. Not that I don't like it, as my "kampung" is in KL.. It's just that most of my friends are spending their Raya in a REAL kampung environment.. But it's ok, I'm used to it.. I can visit my realtives in KL.. I hope to get lots and lots of duit raya this year..

*fingers crossed*

(^_^)

-Satu Malaysia-

Everytime I listen to this song, it makes me wanna cry.. Seriously..

-Merdeka-

Happy 53rd Independence Day Malaysia!!

I wish for a harmonious and prosperous living regardless of our community's diverse cultures, religion and ethnicity..

Despite everything, I am and will always be proud to be a Malaysian..

Merdeka!!

(^_^)

-Alhamdulillah-

Alhamdulillah..

Hari ini, aku rasa amat bersyukur ke atas rezeki yang diberikan..

Terima kasih Ya Allah!!

(^_^)

-Busy Week-

Hello! Sorry for not blogging much lately.. As you can see from the title of this post, it has been a very busy week for me.. Not that I'm complaining.. Studies, assignments, tests and presentations are on as usual.. What made me busy this past week was a programme organised by GPMS and UMNO Bahagian Wangsa Maju.. It's called "Roadshow Majlis Sumbangan Anak Yatim & Golongan Miskin".. It's a charity work.. We gave out hampers and stuff to people who are poor and orphan or those in need of help..

I love doing this kind of work as it gives me a sense of awareness and appreciation.. I know that not everybody is born lucky and gets to live their dreams.. Some are less fortunate, some worst.. So appreciate what you have in your life.. Before you complain or whine about your so-called "miserable life", just think for a second that there are people in much worst situations that you.. Seriously.. This past week, I've seen all kinds of people.. Some poor, some disabled, some without parents, some with children but without their husband/wife, etc².. It's a pity that they have to go through life like that.. If only I could do more for these people.. By joining this kind of programmes, at least I know I'm doing something and giving back to the community.. Maybe you should give it a try.. There's no harm in helping people, is there??

Anyway, here are some pictures of me and my friends during the programme.. They aren't actually pictures of us working as I can't take pictures and work at the same time.. It's just for the memories..

(^_^)

-Arabic Midterm-

Yup, that's right.. Tonight, I'm enslaving myself to my worst enemy.. I don't mean that in a bad way.. It's just that we don't have that something called "chemistry".. We can't get along, I tried.. LOL..

Anyway, tomorrow afternoon at 2pm, I have my Arabic midterm.. And guess what?? I haven't even touch my text book yet!! Amazing, isn't it?? It's like it's not that big of a deal.. Huh, yeah right! I'm dead if I fail this subject again.. It's a tough one, for me.. So, wish me luck!!

(^_^)

-Despicable Me-

Just went to watch Despicable Me this afternoon.. Alone, as usual.. I needed to clear up my mind after everything that's been going on this past few weeks.. Solution: Go watch an animated movie.. And it worked!! Hehe..

The movie was so hilarious! Gru, his army of Minions, the three adorable kids (Margo, Edith and Agnes), Dr.Nefario, and others were very funny in their own way.. I love the Minions the most 'coz they're so yellow-ish-ly cute with their overalls and goggles..

If you haven't watched it yet, I suggest you go and watch it.. Buy the CD, watch it with your family and friends.. You won't regret it.. I know I didn't..

(^_^)

Told you they were cute and adorable.. I wish I had them as a pet.. Hehe..

-Unrequited Love-

Even if I'm head over heels in love with you, I can't do anything about it.. Because you don't see me the way I see you.. It hurts but I'm used to the pain.. So, I'll just let it go and move on with my life.. Pathetic, I know..

-No Life-

This is what I do every day and every night..

Yes, I have no life.. Pathetic, I know!

*sigh*